Cynic & Cranky

I exactly dont know what to write....I am in continuous pain of reticence and regret..... Apart of my personal life pain..I am tortured by strangers...I dont know why men want to get acquainted with every girl and women they see; crossing road or standing on bus stop or walking along footpath....I used to come to my workplace by bus and have to walk(around 5 minutes) .... thats terrible experience for me every day ...infact every morning :S :S :S :S... if you are a girl every passing by rikhshaw/cab driver stares at you, every car wala gives horn (offering you a ride to your destination) and strangest of all sometime want to ask you silly things like "you works there???" those who have seen you quite times. Its rubbish did ever I asked you "WHERE THE HELL YOU WORK??" Just couples of days back, an uncle bump into when I was crossing road and lead me while crossing road as I am 5 yrs old kid and cant find way in heavy traffic :s laters when I reached the bus stop he s...

Restleness is in my nature. Whatever Allah has bestowed upon me by His Grace must be what I deserved---thats my faith!! but still I am discontended. May be I dont just need happiness but ECSTASY..& I can not help it much..............

Today I cleared MBA test at IBA, its like a miracle for me... I never expected this one and was so hopeless that when one of my NEDian university mate told me that you have cleared and interview on tuesday I replied " dont spread the words I am not sure whether this is my roll number or not" he chuckled and said "you have lost your mind" ...I said "I am hopeless and I am pretty sure its not my roll number plus I dont have very good memory and I didnt jot down my number" any ways I didnt tell anybody as there was power outage through out Karachi since maghrib so I couldnt checked myself on their web. When reached at work ...first thing I did after signing attendance was calling IBA to ask and first nobody attended although it was 10 am ...anyways laters university campus number was attended and I was confirmed by telephone operator; telling my score in different sections:-D Essay: 11 English: 102 Maths: 63 GK: 25 Total: 201 *sigh of re...

Some days back, me and my sister went to my friend's sis and bro wedding function. He invited me in two functions i-e; mehendi and vlaima but I couldnt go to meheni as were attending too many weddings lately and my bro is pissed off by his sisters' large friend's circle. Anyways, the wedding was fantabulous and I regret for not pursuing bro to atend mehndi as well. I am sure, it was as royal as was the valima . Being alone there (of course my sister was with me but; and by 'being alone' here I mean not knowing anyone else than my sister, no other female friend was invited) we were discussing about the guest and things around. After being hugely impressed by decor and setup I said to sis "Shadi ho to aisi ho" some moemnts later (may be I was afriad; as they say any moment can be THE moment when God answers our prayers) I added " warna bhi ho jay (chalo)" :-D