Cynic & Cranky

Practical ---------------------------- ------- Filmy Active ------------------------------------- Sleepy Fly ----------------------------------------Walk (even crawl) Deep -------------------------------------- Superficial Study -------------------------------------Office, Home that’s it……no life beyond that. Prudent about future ---------------------- Don’t even think of that (kal ki kal dekhi jay gi) Progressive, Ambitious --------------------no spark, no aims, no goals Linguistic ----------------------------------always poor choice of words So let it go!!! But you can’t suppress the dejection, can you? You can’t control what you are thinking, can you? Bear it until you get the replacement or start anti-depressant. What about smoking?? Alcohol??? Naaahh that would be above limit.

Theology S used to quote her father that listening to music could strangle your heart to death (not sure if it is hadith or just a saying). After listening this many times I started hard to quit listening music, though I was achi khasi music follower. Anyway she used to quote this thing that all sins start when your heart is dead enough to commit sin. Observation I have hired a van for pick and drop, so as every blessing comes with a price, it also does and price for this one is that I reached office when there is no one at office other than peon and sweeper @ 9:00 am sharp. There is a guy who come couple of minutes after me. This guy when I asked him why he came so early when no one is there? Replied that it is because of his habit for praying fajar, and after that due to daylight saving thing (which God knows benefitting whom, I still need to find some KESC wala who can satisfy me with figures if we are saving any electricity) there is very less time left for sleeping back. AS...

It is from my past experiences that I started believing in “Happiness comes when you least expect it” While thinking on it I ended up in this (may be blasphemous) thought that to sustain His supremacy Allah sometimes gives you when you dropped every single hope of getting that particular thing. Elaborating it little more, when you have hope you are considering your wish as one possibility that could happen but when you losses all hopes you start considering the wish as impossible in a way so there He comes with His supremacy and gives you what you have been longing for so long (pun intended). But the fact is you can’t loose hope willingly it’s a time dependant phenomenon.

so I was wrong being Judge(mental) WHAT GOES AROUND, COMES AROUND The Qur'an refutes the doctrine that certain consequences necessarily follow from sins and that man must in all cases bear them. In fact this is one of the most misleading doctrines to have been invented by human imagination. If it were true it would mean that a sinner would never have the opportunity to have his repentance accepted. It is a mechanistic view of reward and punishment and thus prevents and discourages the sinner from trying to improve. The Qur'an, on the contrary, tells man that reward for good actions and punishment for bad ones rests entirely with God. Malik-e-Youm-ud-Deen Fateha:3 ‘Master of the day of Judgment’ The reward that one receives for good acts is not the natural consequence of those acts; it is rather due to the grace and benevolence of God and it is entirely up to Him to reward one or not. Likewise, punishment for evil deeds is not a natural and unalterable consequence of man...

Today I heard a very new and fascinating belief, at least as far as I am concerned, about Paradise (Jannah) and hell (Dozakh). When in morning I went downstairs in my office to made a complaint about my home landline phone, two technicians were sitting. I heard while trying to make complaint (since PTCL central customer care office walas don’t pick phone that easily), one was addressing other one about what hell and paradise really are. I wanted to share it in urdu جنّت اور دوزخ دو چٹیل میدان ہیں. ہم خود وہاں رہنے کے لئے اپنا سامان اکھٹا کرتے ہیں. مثال کے طور پر جب ہم سبحان الله کہتے ہیں تو وہاں اک درخت لگتا ہے اور جب ہم دوبارہ سبحان الله کہتے ہیں تو وہاں دوسرا درخت لگ جاتا ہے ور اس طرح وہاں باغ بنتا جاتا ہے، جب کے اس کے برعکس جب ہم کسی کو گالی دیتے ہیں تو وہاں اپنے لئے اک چولہے میں آگ بھڑکاتے ہیں اور جب ہم ایسا کرتے رہتے ہیں تو پوری دوزخ ہمارے لئے تیار ہو جاتی ہے Paradise and hell are two big grounds in the world hereafter. We ourselves collect the things to pass our lives there...

1)Amazingly sometimes even webmaster of some public websites do reply of your inquiries. 2)Always check your all inbox regularly (at least once a week) since sometimes your problem have been solved/ your supplication have been answered while you still mourning and bewildering.

So, Ramdan will either end today or tomorrow. This ramdan was by far the best ramdan I spent as practicing Islam (I think so, rest may Allah accpet my prayers and answer my supplications). Though there were some sins I commit too (*embarrased and ashamed*) during even fasting but still this ramdan ranked top among all ramdan. The best thing that I did this ramdan was that I tried really hard to offer five time prayers on time and alhamdulillah I can count that there were only three prayers that I missed (two Asars and one Isha). Like most of us, the reason was sleeping at the time of namaz =$. Secondly, I went for taraweeh though not much regular but surely the count of my attendance is more than my absence. Thirdly I started reading tafseer. Though this thought of reading Quran with tafseer was quite late (in last ten days of ramdan yet they say its never too late than never or in persian دیر آید درست آید ). This thought pass by my mind when while reading even with urdu translation...