Cynic & Cranky

Practical ---------------------------- ------- Filmy Active ------------------------------------- Sleepy Fly ----------------------------------------Walk (even crawl) Deep -------------------------------------- Superficial Study -------------------------------------Office, Home that’s it……no life beyond that. Prudent about future ---------------------- Don’t even think of that (kal ki kal dekhi jay gi) Progressive, Ambitious --------------------no spark, no aims, no goals Linguistic ----------------------------------always poor choice of words So let it go!!! But you can’t suppress the dejection, can you? You can’t control what you are thinking, can you? Bear it until you get the replacement or start anti-depressant. What about smoking?? Alcohol??? Naaahh that would be above limit.

Theology S used to quote her father that listening to music could strangle your heart to death (not sure if it is hadith or just a saying). After listening this many times I started hard to quit listening music, though I was achi khasi music follower. Anyway she used to quote this thing that all sins start when your heart is dead enough to commit sin. Observation I have hired a van for pick and drop, so as every blessing comes with a price, it also does and price for this one is that I reached office when there is no one at office other than peon and sweeper @ 9:00 am sharp. There is a guy who come couple of minutes after me. This guy when I asked him why he came so early when no one is there? Replied that it is because of his habit for praying fajar, and after that due to daylight saving thing (which God knows benefitting whom, I still need to find some KESC wala who can satisfy me with figures if we are saving any electricity) there is very less time left for sleeping back. AS

It is from my past experiences that I started believing in “Happiness comes when you least expect it” While thinking on it I ended up in this (may be blasphemous) thought that to sustain His supremacy Allah sometimes gives you when you dropped every single hope of getting that particular thing. Elaborating it little more, when you have hope you are considering your wish as one possibility that could happen but when you losses all hopes you start considering the wish as impossible in a way so there He comes with His supremacy and gives you what you have been longing for so long (pun intended). But the fact is you can’t loose hope willingly it’s a time dependant phenomenon.