Cynic & Cranky

Grrr...today I wrote 8 pages in urdu after almost 6yrs(was actually writing the most important letter of my whole life so far)....and it took me around 3 hrs :-s I lost my writing speed but increased my typing speed in these years:-)

An English professor wrote the words: ~ A woman without her man is nothing ~ On the chalkboard and asked his students to punctuate it correctly. All of the males in the class wrote : "A woman, without her man, is nothing." All the females in the class wrote : "A woman: without her, man is nothing." :P

IF WISHES WERE HORSES BEGGERS WOULD RIDE. IF DREAMS WERE WINGS GIRLS WOULD FLY.

Errrr Today I had most hectic day of my life (till now) 10:00 am Test at folio 3--BALOCH COLONY-- (wish that I'll succede in that cool place) 12:pm Went to my last office--GULSHAN E IQBAL-- to apply a month leave around 11 EL and rest unpaid...(wish I can get all paid:D *greedyme*) 2:30 pm Went to my new office--DHA II-- though its now been a week I am going there still its new:-) (wish Its little nearer to my place) 6:pm left office 7:10 p.m Went IBA city campus--GARDEN SHAHEED KIYANI ROAD--first class "financial Accounting" remedial class ..class was started at 6:00 pm and I reached there at 7:10 *punctual me* and I had no idea what he(instructor) was talking all about but was impressed of the way he was giving his views on world economy though there is no point of being impressed of him ...I mean it was his core subject and if he doesnt have that info who else would have..( wish I could manage to take admission too *sigh*...I am planning so far not t

Life is changing on fast pace and me being phobic(if that is the word) is suffering through a morbid fear if this all will turn to be a fortunate change or.....*shrug*. Today went at new work place. DEAR ALLAH HELP ME AND ALWAYS GUIDE ME THE WAY THAT IS BETTER FOR ME.(AAMEEN)

I dont know when this mania induced in me. May be, since when I started observing failures and success in my as well as other ppl's life closely. I am sick of my this psychotic behavior. When I come across someone's happiness or success; I start evaluating his/her deeds and virtues in daily life. That leads me to think that its just because these deeds that Allah is showering His blessing on him/her. On the contrary, when somebody is in some trouble I feel opposite of it like started evaluating his misconducts :S. I audit everyones wrongs ans rights and pronounce my verdict "Gotcha!! this is the very reason!! you are in this SHIT" (is it strange???) Albeit, I have been trying lately not to find reasons but somethings are just in luck, written in ones fate. No matter how bad or good you are. And as they say "Khuda day k bhi azmata hay or lay k bhi" (Allah put us in trial sometimes by giving us and sometimes taking away something from us) and this whole life i